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"Love"

Whats with this grey area.

I like things to be blatant and spelled out for me. I hate being put in the dark but why worry about things you can control?

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I want oatmeal with brown sugar. Mmmm

I want to go to the store and get canvas and some paints. Who wants to come with me?

Lets doodle.

Finally

Thing are back to normal, or what I am used to as normal. Everything is how it should be and I am finally really really happy with everything that is going on.

I am a romantical person god damn it!

Just not for anyone any time soon. Back up, I DON"T WANT TO MAKE OUT WITH YOU!

Trust me.

I'm Gonna Live Forever!

I love this man.

Welcome to Thunder Dome, Bitch!

Hummn, When someone compliments their twin aren't they just complimenting themself?


Dude, I want to be a vampire so I don't have to sleep ever. Plus vampires are completely hot. I would also settle for hybrid human so I don't have to sleep ever. It is completely a waste of just about 10 hours. I could do so much more with that time.

WOMEN, THEY'RE SO FUCKING WHILY

I love that.
I love you.
I love me.
I love it!

The Bitches Love Me Cuz They Know That I Can Fuck

I WANT TO MURDER MY CHEMISTRY PROFESSOR IN THE FACE. TWICE!


God I hate this lady, and this awful class. It's terrible.

Passion In My Eyes

I am so sick of people. Especially people who shamelessly flirt with you. I can't stand it. I mean I can but I have to like you a little to be able to deal with that, but come on EVERY DAY. Give it a rest. I don't want a boyfriend especially a creepy one. My shit needs to be panned out before I am ready for any of that. That douche bag screwed me up. I don't want that kind of relationship again. I am going to be very picky and I am very soon I am going to be very blunt. I am going to start having to hurt some feelings. I mean I hate doing that but it is coming to the point where I have absolutely no choice.


Don't you love how the nice guys/girls get fucked over by a-holes and end up being another a-hole so they won't get hurt anymore. It's a vicious circle. It's the inevitable.

Cheesecake Brigade!

What is going to be the gang sign? I have to make it!!! Come on kids, I need ideas.

CAS CULTURE

Awwe <3

What to do?

Part of what I am working on is forgiving people. This is the hardest thing that I have had to do in the longest time. SOOOO I FORGIVE ALL OF YOU! Shit happens, men are having babies. I got over it.

I had a bomb ass time last night. Alex, lets do it again!

BOGIES

Who wants to go to Bogies on Saturday? I have the day off and I know all the bouncers. EVERYONE IS INVITED, cept you! Call me for more info.

The Faceless Little Boy

One of the other pictures that decided to give up on.



EEH I HATE WHEN I CAN'T MAKE THINGS PERFECT!
I am going it just throw it away so I don't have to deal with it ever again. There is everyones one last look... ANNNDDD GOODNIGHT!

Cheat Off The Smart Kids Alright?

If history classes were really like this I would fully be a history major.



P.s.

My new favorite movie is Drillbit Taylor.

I HAVE THE WORST SUN BURN!

FULLY MAN

Thanks to some Jerk I have fallen in love with the work of Audrey Kawasaki.

I fully have an idea with this picture and maybe 2 others that I have fallen for-



I am going to cut this lady out and put her on a sweatshirt. I think it is going to be beautiful. I LOVE IT-- and so do you. I know it for a fact. LOVE LOVE LOVE

I wish the whole world were wrapped in bubble wrap

If the whole world were wrapped in bubble wrap I would be the happiest camper EVER! And I stress EVER. Haha I would roll on the ground and my whole world would turn into that creepy commercial. God I love my life.


So my house just went into the 18th century. I have no tv or internet available to me. I most likely won't be on so if you want to talk call me. I will be going stir crazy or reading. Which ever comes first, but back to the reason I was telling you guys this. I got so bored yesterday I started to putz around and draw shit everywhere. Here is one of the things I did







I gave him alien fingers because I could. HA!

You love me, I know.

Oh
P.S.

No you can not be apart of The Love Brigade. I am it's only member. :D

"I'm a loner, Dotty. A rebel" - God I am a loser.

Only after you have lost everything can you do anything.

Stop trying to control everything AND JUST LET GO!

I finally know what this means. I'm starting fresh, finally. It's a beautiful thing. I realized that many people around me NEED to do the same thing. If not the same thing then they need to sit at home alone so they can decipher what is best for them and if they really want to deal with the bull crap that has been haunting them for months, maybe even years. Who knows. I am just really happy that I finally have an idea and a say on what is going on in my life.

I would love to say that when I left my house it was the biggest mistake of my life, but honestly I believe that if that did not happen I would be in serious trouble. It was the best thing I have ever done. It made me realize so much. I have learned more about myself since that happened than I have ever known about myself in all of my years of living.

So I leave you with this and end on a beautifully happy note.

FUCKIN' SKANKS!

Not now chief, I'm in the fuckin' zone

Ok I'm good, I'm glad we had this talk. GOD I HATE BEING A GIRL! Haha

"Ridden Hard and Put Up Wet"

Ok, so here's the thing I am tired of being used. Is there not one person in the world who doesn't want something from me? I swear I have very few friends that I know don't want ANYTHING from me. They are the ones I hold close to my heart. Everyone else loves to use me and hold me up to dry. Why I let this happen I don't know. It's kind of the inevitable for me. I am tired of going out of my way for everyone and getting jack squat in return. This ends NOW. I cannot deal with this crap anymore. I am too old for these games.

3 Dog Night is on. It's time to get naked and start drinking!

So this is pretty much my favorite song at the moment. I was going to put the muppet version of this song up where BEAKER is singing it, but I then realized that the origional video is so much funnier. I mean come on, why is he wearing a rain coat when the next scene is a black man jumping off of a fence like a spider monkey? I love videos like this. I also like this one too -



God I am so bored. Someone needs to go online and talk to me

It would be pretty awesome if I were a Bird.

So I went running today and I ended up in the middle of a mountain I and decided to take a break an hour into it. I was sitting down on some stupid rock and next to me there was a bundle of flowers growing. Inside this bushel of flowers was this nest of baby birds. I thought to myself, "It would be the greatest if I were a bird." I mean think about it you could fly, or in my case "glide with style", you are always beautiful, you make sweet ass noises and you can FUCKING FLY! In my eyes that is the epitome of being free. Then I got up and decided that I was a psycho for even thinking about it got up and ran back home and listened to Dom tell me how he wanted to kill my kittens. Yeah my family is pretty awesome.

We are so awesome we even share videos like this. BELLY BUTTON PENISES-



Love Love Love

Freakishly hits close to home

I've been knowing her for years
I've been seeing her for years
She got dark, dark wavy hair
With a voice like she just don't care
She got a skirt with a halter top
She's got a dad who never gave a fuck
She drinks a beer with her mom 'til dawn
She got knocked up in a pickup truck
But she got engaged when she was nineteen
To this dude who was acting insane
Had a .45 that he always cleaned
Said one day one day one too many days
Now she ducked and she ran away
Never to be heard from, never to be seen
I check the cover of a magazine
I'm just wondering how, just wondering how

But what you've done here
Is put yourself between a bullet and a target
And it won't be long before
You're pulling yourself away

BITCH! I love you.

Ok, so I have this obsession. It's not really a normal one either. Actually it is quite an awkward obsession. Well, I don't know if I would actually call it an obsession. Here it is I'm going to say it; I don't think I can get enough of the tourettes guy. Oh man, I am oficially a loser. One day I'll get out of the butt and into the FUCK, but today is not that day.

ENJOY!

Don't talk shit about Total.

I am soo sleepy. In the past 48 hours I slept 3 and yet I cannot fall asleep.

One of my favorite poems of all time.

ANNABELLE LEE

Author: Edgar Allan Poe

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love -
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulcher
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me
Yes! that was the reason
(as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we
Of many far wiser than we
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In the sepulcher there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Well we invented the Missionary Position-- Yeah, Your Welcome!

I hate things like this. Erika made me do it.

Well, in other news I am doing a pin-up photo shoot. I am pretty excited about it. It has "The Notebook" theme. We got the idea from me studying to become a nurse. The whole WWII vibe. It is going to be alot of fun. I can't wait.

Erika is a pain in the ass and hasn't gotten her shit together so I don't know when I am going to do the shoot for her. SO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER WOMAN. I NEED TO KNOW THESE THINGS.